Lost: The FINAL Season

Well, it’s here. The sixth and final season of Lost. The beginning of the end is tonight at 8. This show is so good, I love it.

In 2006, my mom turned me on to it. I bought the first and second seasons and watched them on DVD very quickly. The third season was already halfway through, so I had to wait for it to come out on DVD until I could watch it. I was able to watch the fourth and fifth season when their episodes aired on TV.

The show is pretty much the most unique show on television. Just the things that happen on the island are incredible. And it’s not easy to understand, which is what I like. There are so many flashforwards/flashbacks that it’s hardly a linear timeline. I also love the characters. There hasn’t been another show that has as great characters as Lost. My favorite happens to be Charlie, even though he died in the season 3 finale. My favorite living character is Jack. He’s pretty awesome.

I’m going to be pretty sad in April or whenever the last episode will air. But I’m still excited for it! I think it’s also pretty cool that the creators had an end in mind the entire time. I like that everything that happens will SOMEHOW be important at the end rather than just filler stuff to keep the show going on and on.

So I know I didn’t write much here, but maybe I’ll add some more on later or tomorrow after I watch the premier.

On seeing the 100% perfect girl one beautiful April morning

By Haruki Murakami

I had to find this again after seeing it on my English final and I thought I’d post it here for everyone to read. :)


Once upon a time, there lived a boy and a girl. The boy was eighteen and the girl sixteen. He was not unusually handsome, and she was not especially beautiful. They were just an ordinary lonely boy and an ordinary lonely girl, like all the others. But they believed with their whole hearts that somewhere in the world there lived the 100% perfect boy and the 100% perfect girl for them. Yes, they believed in a miracle. And that miracle actually happened.

One day the two came upon each other on the corner of a street.

“This is amazing,” he said. “I’ve been looking for you all my life. You may not believe this, but you’re the 100% perfect girl for me.”

“And you,” she said to him, “are the 100% perfect boy for me, exactly as I’d pictured you in every detail. It’s like a dream.”

They sat on a park bench, held hands, and told each other their stories hour after hour. They were not lonely anymore. They had found and been found by their 100% perfect other. What a wonderful thing it is to find and be found by your 100% perfect other. It’s a miracle, a cosmic miracle.

As they sat and talked, however, a tiny, tiny sliver of doubt took root in their hearts: Was it really all right for one’s dreams to come true so easily?

And so, when there came a momentary lull in their conversation, the boy said to the girl, “Let’s test ourselves – just once. If we really are each other’s 100% perfect lovers, then sometime, somewhere, we will meet again without fail. And when that happens, and we know that we are the 100% perfect ones, we’ll marry then and there. What do you think?”

“Yes,” she said, “that is exactly what we should do.”

And so they parted, she to the east, and he to the west.

The test they had agreed upon, however, was utterly unnecessary. They should never have undertaken it, because they really and truly were each other’s 100% perfect lovers, and it was a miracle that they had ever met. But it was impossible for them to know this, young as they were. The cold, indifferent waves of fate proceeded to toss them unmercifully.

One winter, both the boy and the girl came down with the season’s terrible influenza, and after drifting for weeks between life and death they lost all memory of their earlier years. When they awoke, their heads were as empty as the young D. H. Lawrence’s piggy bank.

They were two bright, determined young people, however, and through their unremitting efforts they were able to acquire once again the knowledge and feeling that qualified them to return as full-fledged members of society. Heaven be praised, they became truly upstanding citizens who knew how to transfer from one subway line to another, who were fully capable of sending a special-delivery letter at the post office. Indeed, they even experienced love again, sometimes as much as 75% or even 85% of love.

Time passed with shocking swiftness, and soon the boy was thirty-two, the girl thirty.

One beautiful April morning, in search of a cup of coffee to start the day, the boy was walking from west to east, while the girl, intending to send a special-delivery letter, was walking from east to west, but along the same narrow street in the Harajuku neighborhood of Tokyo. They passed each other in the very center of the street. The faintest gleam of their lost memories glimmered for the briefest moment in their hearts. Each felt a rumbling in their chest. And they knew:

She is the 100% perfect girl for me.

He is the 100% perfect boy for me.

But the glow of their memories was far too weak, and their thoughts no longer had the clarity of fouteen years earlier. Without a word, they passed each other, disappearing into the crowd. Forever.

A.D. / C.S. / F.G. / C. / O.

Whoa abbreviations! WOO DOGGY. But what on God’s green Earth could those abbreviations stand for? Well… TV shows of course!

  • A.D. = Arrested Development
  • C.S. = The Cleveland Show
  • F.G. = Family Guy
  • C. = Community
  • O. = The Office

But what do all these shows have in common other than their comedic genre? I watch each of those shows with my buddie-o-pal-o Michael. I listed those in the wrong order, but oh well. I’ll make do.

  • Arrested Development: a show about this really screwed up family that is just super dysfunctional. Some of my favorite facets of the show are that the dad, George Sr., was at first Christian, then an uber devout Jew. But then he converts back and is all super Christian. It’s just so silly that it’s funny. I also like how the son, George Michael, is in love with his cousin Maeby, who although is only a teenager cons her way into the position of film producer.  George Michael is also in love with a devout Christian named Ann. Everyone calls her “Bland” because she is so…bland. Anyway, the show was cancelled after the third season so Michael showed me the first two seasons of A.D. on Hulu. One season to go. Anyway, the show is amazing and so funny.
  • The Cleveland Show: My name is Cleveland Brown / and I am proud to be / right back in my home town / with my new family. That first part of the theme song really sums up the show. After Cleveland leaves with his son from Quahog, the home of the Griffins, he meets up with a long lost love and gets married, only to find that his life won’t be so easy with his wife’s young ‘uns running around. But Cleveland makes a ragtag bunch of friends (including a redneck and a bear. Yes. A bear.) and shows whose boss. The show is just…hilarious and it’s so random and so stupid and so silly but one can’t help but to laugh uncontrollably at least four times each episode. Michael showed me this show because we’d been watching Family Guy for a while and he was curious as to what The Cleveland Show was like. Now, I can’t speak for him, but I like The Cleveland Show better than Family Guy. Mainly because Peter is a stupid bump on a log while Cleveland actually has a brain.
  • Family Guy: This show, like The Cleveland Show, is mindless humor. One just laughs at the randomness and silliness of it all. But I like stupid humor (in small amounts) so a twenty minute episode is perfect. Michael showed me this show at the beginning of the eighth (current) season and we’ve watched it every week since.
  • Community: This one’s only halfway through the first season, but it’s such a FRESH TV show. It’s about this group of Spanish students at a community college who meet to “study” but really learn life-lessons. I love Abed’s (the “oddball” of the group) clothes. Heh. They’re so cool. Michael showed me the Pilot episode the day or whatever after it aired and I fell in love with it. We both adore the show and look forward to friday because bam! We get home and watch it. It’s so funny and I know he, like I, wish to have a Spanish teacher like Señor Chang.
  • The Office: Michael’s only showed me two episodes of this show, but I enjoyed them both (and I really like Steve Carrell) which is why the show made this list.

Michael and I also watch Total Drama ____. The show’s name changes every season, which accounts for that blank. The first season was “TDI” aka Total Drama Island, this past season was “TDA” aka Total Drama Action, and the next season will be called “TDM” aka Total Drama the Musical. Although these air on Cartoon Network, we watch the episodes on YouTube.

I just wanted to write a post, so I wrote about these TV shows that I watch on Hulu with my friend Michael.

Does anyone else watch shows online? Although I didn’t mention these in the list above, I watch Fringe and LOST online. I didn’t add them to the list because I watch them alone, not with Michael.

My First Food Post

It literally just occurred to me five minutes ago that I’ve never written a post about food…ever. So I decided to write a quickie. Not sure what I want to talk about, so I’ll post my favorite foods at the moment.

Drink: Definitely Chai Tea Latte. There’s this boxed Chai concentrate my mom buys (the brand is Oregon Chai) and you just fill a cup half full of the concentrate and the other half milk. The taste is incredible. Fo sho. I personally like it better 2/3 chai 1/3 milk, but some (like my mom) don’t like it that sweet. Here’s what the box looks like that contains the concentrate:

Favorite breakfast food: Right now my favorite breakfast food is a breakfast/egg sandwich. All it is is a bagel toasted with two seasoned fried eggs with half a slice of American cheese on each egg. It’s delicious and super flavor-filled. Also only takes about six or seven minutes to make.

Favorite lunch food: Macaroni and cheese. I’m not a very seasoned cook, so *for the most part* I prepare stuff that involves a microwave or some type of instant junk. Anyway, right now my favorite lunch food is the frozen Stouffer’s macaroni and cheese. I like the flavor and consistency and the noodles to cheese ratio is perfect. The only downside -whatsoever- is that altogether it takes TEN minutes in the microwave to make. Here’s what the box looks like:

Favorite snack food: Frozen bean & cheese burritos. How classy, right? The brand is El Monterey and the burritos are, like, amazing. They’re on the small side so I eat two at a time, pretty much everyday when I get home while watching TV. Two only take two minutes in the micro which is good for my not-so-patient attitude. Here’s the package:

Favorite dinner food: Hmm… this is definitely the hardest. I really don’t have a favorite but I LOVE the tacos I cook for my family every week or so. They’re so delicious and spicy and taco-y. (If I do say so myself. XD) I season them with a bottle of Old El Paso taco sauce, a can of chopped green chiles, cumin, chile powder, garlic powder, Tabasco, and beef bouillon. Yummy. I don’t have a picture of that, so I’m sorry.

Favorite desert: Little Debbie Honey Buns. They’re the perfect size (oftentimes, I do eat two, though.) XD And they’re super sweet with lots of frosting. Who WOULDN’T like such a yummy, gooey treat? ‘Nuff said. Here’s the box:

Favorite alcoholic beverage: Don’t got one, silly. :P

I think those are all the food categories…

What’s your favorite foods?

The mind works in some of the weirdest ways

I always have thought that it was bizarre how my mind links music to memories. No, not like one of those phony digital slideshows or anything. I’m talking about whenever I listen to a particular song, I am thrust back to a certain time of my life. It’s so weird! It’s a great feeling to be able to go back to a time so easily, but I’ve always wondered why music of all things sparks these little “flashbacks.” I’ve also found it interesting how one song can change my entire day.

I suppose it would be because I was practically raised with music. Ever since I was a child, I’ve listened to music. Everything from the Lizzie McGuire soundtrack to the Black Eyed Peas to the Red Hot Chili Peppers. Whenever I hear Californication by The Red Hot Chili Peppers, all I can think about is just floating on my back in the pool in my old backyard as a seven-year-old. It’s so weird because I didn’t really do much back when I was little. I just sat around and grew lint in my belly button (figuratively, of course. If I really did grow lint in my stomach, it’d be gross.) When I hear Californication, it also reminds me of driving through the desert while singing with my family on the way to my Aunt Cindy’s house.

Whenever I hear “Pump It” by the Black Eyed Peas, I specifically remember being in a rental car during my 2005 vacation to Ft. Lauderdale pulling out of our rental house which was situated right on the beach. It was hot that day. And sunny. I was wearing tan flip flops. I sat on the right side of the car in the back seat. Yes, I really was in that situation. When I was ten. How I remember it that well I have no idea.

Whenever I hear “I Gotta Feeling” by the Black Eyed Peas, I remember August 8, 2009. I was in the backseat of a Mercedes with my friend Michael and his sisters, Emily and Rebecca. The car was parked by the curb in downtown Chicago. Michael’s dad had to go pick up pizza or something somewhere. It was hot in the car. How I remember that when I hear “I Gotta Feeling” is because Emily, Michael, and I were singing along to it. Ever since then, I’ve associated that song with that memory. THIS one, however, was by choice.

When I hear “All I Ever Wanted” by Kelly Clarkson I think of my 2009 family vacation to Ft. Lauderdale. More specifically, being in my dad’s [BMW] X3 with the windows down, the sun on our skin, and the wind in our hair driving down the street with a view of the Atlantic. I remember wearing my red swimming trunks and a black t-shirt. I was wearing a green and blue pair of flip flops I had just bought at Maui Nix.

I remember my 2007 family vacation around Illinois and Wisconsin when I hear “Big Girls Don’t Cry” by Fergie. I remember one of my first online friends named Airea when I hear “Bleeding Love” by Leona Lewis. I remember staying in my great-grandma’s house when I hear “Hey There Delilah” as that’s where I was temporarily staying the summer “Hey There Delilah” was popular here in NC.

Those are just a FEW recollections I have. Does anyone else here experience anything similar? Maybe you remember things due to other stimuli? Feel free to tell me I’m crazy. XD

Oh, and also, as like every other student in the States, I went back to school today. Of course, it started out the same: not wanting to get out of bed, not wanting to get dressed, not wanting to go to school. But then on the drive to school I heard a song by the Red Hot Chili Peppers. From then on, I knew today would be a good one. Turns out, it was. I wasn’t assigned any homework.

Avatar

I saw Avatar the other night with my dad. It looked pretty good, but I was attracted to the movie because of the special effects. So I went and saw it in 3D. I loved it. It was such a different, refreshing movie. The colors and lighting were thrilling and the movie was just full of imagination.

Avatar is about this crippled man who, taking the place of his dead brother, is sent to a new planet called Pandora where a new mineral named unobtanium is to be mined in order to solve the energy crisis here on Earth. The mineral goes for twenty million dollars per kilo, so it’s very valuable.

In order to mine the unobtanium, however, the people must fight “savages” which are really just members of the Na’vi tribe. The Na’vi live upon the largest collection of unobtanium. In order to mine it, however, the humans must get the Na’vi out.

This is where “avatars” come into play. Some people have a hybrid body (a cross between the Na’vi and human DNA) to transfer to. Jake Sully’s assignment is, in his avatar, to infiltrate the Na’vi territory and learn about their culture and actions as one of them.

Jake Sully does this at first. Then, he starts falling in love with one of the tribe members, Neytiri. What appears as a blooming relationship is, unfortunately, cut short.

I can’t describe anything else, as I don’t want to give away any of the resolutions to the conflicts of the plot. I highly recommend people to go see this movie. It’s a little weird (okay, really weird) but it was perhaps one of the best movies I’ve seen in the past lately. Also, I heard that it’s the most expensive movie ever made. (It costed $300 million to make.) I’m not sure if that is 100% true though.

In fact, I’m going to see it again later today with one of my friends. I hope I find little things in it that I didn’t catch the first time around.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas, fellow Catholics and Protestants! lulz those are two branches of christianity hurr hurr. Anyway, have a good two days of Christmas. Well, at least I know my family celebrates two days. Christmas Eve Day and Christmas Day Day.

Hmm, what else is there to say? I hope you get some new toys and joys this holiday season. If you haven’t opened any yet tonight, what do you think you got? If you have, what did you get?

I opened a giftcard for iTunes from one of my aunts, $80 from assorted great aunts/uncles, $50 from one of my uncles, 5th Season of Lost from my parents, and some bed sheets from my parents.. yeah, those were a little out there.

Anyway, Christmas is kind of overrated anyway, as stated by the wonderful Michael. XD But he’s pretty spot-on. Christmas is so commercial these days, it’s hardly religious. It’s a reason to go buy crap for people they don’t need.

Anyway, Merry Christmas.

Happy Hanukkah

Hanukkah started yesterday at sundown, so today is still the first day. I’d like to wish everyone (especially you awesome Jews) a happy Hanukkah!

It’s kind of sad that we don’t really do things pertaining to holidays in school anymore. I suppose that’s because there’s better things to be doing than learning about different religions. Although I think that’s more important than knowing calculus and chemistry. Oh. Wait. Religion can’t be taught. I forgot. Religion can’t have standardized tests which are all schools care about. I remember when I was little, when Hanukkah came around, my kindergarden class would play with dreidels, eat gelt, and sit in a circle and talk about what Hanukkah meant and stuff. It was so interesting. But now we don’t even talk about Christmas because teachers’ abilities are so limited in high school.

P.S. I want a latke.

Sorry

Sorry I haven’t been very active lately. I’ve had a lot on my plate and I still do. Well I have to go and work on a math project and paper. I might write something this weekend, but I can’t say for sure. I’m not really in the best mood and I don’t know how long it will take for me to be perky again.

What’s happened to music? Part I: Lyrics

Warning: mind the language.

As I sit here, eating Miss Vickie’s Hand-Picked Jalapeño chips, I have realized that in an attempt to perhaps “better” the music industry, record labels and record companies have degraded standards for musical genius. Just go look at the Top 10 on iTunes. Go turn on the radio for God’s sake. All you hear is the same thing. Different beats and lyrics, but overall—the same thing.

Part I: Lyrics

Basically, music today is shit. It’s just.. plain, boring, generic shit. What happened to the meaningful singing of yesteryear? What happened to crafty songwriting? Significant lyrical tales? It’s all been replaced by crappy synths and “songs” about dancing, sex, and substance abuse, including alcoholism.

For example, go listen to “Tik Tok” by Ke$ha. Here is a line from the first chorus:

Tick tock / on the clock / but the party don’t stop / no / oh oh / Ain’t got a care in the world / but got plenty of beer.

What. The. Hell? What the hell is this song about? Oh. I forgot. Same thing EVERY song is about: sex and getting drunk. How freaking original.

Let’s have a little sampling of “Party All The Time” by the BEPs.

If we could party all night / and sleep all day / and throw all of our problems away / my life would be easy / my life would be easy / I would drink and go out, out with my group / party, party all the time / yup. that’s what I do / Mac models, pop bottles, live life like the chic.

Oh, wow. Drugs and partying. Creative.

It’s downright shameful, really. People are so shallow that they write songs about such sensual topics. Is there really any creativity coming out of the recording studios of Los Angeles? That would be a no. However, there still is creativity seeping through the monochromatic sidewalks of unoriginality. Take, for example, the wonderfully innovative album released by Regina Spektor earlier this year in June. The album is amazing. Without the use of vocoders to change the pitch of the “artist’s” vocals. Regina is the real deal; she produced an album  using just her harmonic, organic voice, piano, and a little percussion here and there. Read these lyrics from Regina’s song “Blue Lips” off her most recent album, “Far.”

He stumbled into faith and thought / God this is all there is / The pictures in his mind arose / and began to breathe / and all the gods in all the worlds / began colliding on a backdrop of blue / Blue lips / Blue vains.

The color blue is used throughout the song as a symbol for blood, since blue is the color of our blood. I take it that the song is about questioning religion. It may have started out sacred, but it’s becoming bloodied and everyone fights over what religion is correct, and as a result, people die. And of course when people die, their lips turn blue. Good job, Regina. You get an A because your song has meaning.

I don’t know when I’ll get around to it, but when I have the time, I will do a bunch of other posts on this topic. ; )

What’s up with me?

I’m currently writing a really long post about the evolution of music. I’ll be done sometime this weekend, if not sooner.

I’m also gathering ideas and memories for another post. That topic is the destruction of one’s (not necessarily my) creativity throughout one’s life.

11/15: The music post might take a while. I have to write a six-page paper and then next week I have to do a three-page research paper. I also have to study for a Renaissance Art test for Tuesday. However, I’ll do my best to get it done asap.

15 & Proud

If one has followed me since my blogging journey began in 2007, he or she may know that my birthday is November 7. Well, tomorrow is November 7. I’ll be turning fifteen. A multiple of five. I love numbers that are multiples of five. I don’t know why, I just do, so I’m super excited about tomorrow. I’m fifteen and flourishing.

For my fifteenth birthday, my dad, mom, sister, three friends of mine, and I are going to a city near the NC/SC border, called Charlotte. It’s really the closest big city to me, and we go there from time to time. This time, we’re renting an SUV and taking three of my friends with: Tyler, Callan, and Nick. In Charlotte, we’re going to go to a mall first with great stores, unlike the one here in Winston. Then after we kill a few hours, we’re going out to dinner to my favorite restaurant, Buca di Beppo. I love the pizza, pasta, chicken, potatoes, everything on the menu! I also like the atmosphere of the restaurant itself. It’s one of those places where you dress up and shower before going to, but it’s not too super elegant. It’s perfect!

These plans show that I am flourishing as a young man. I’ve really been trying hard in the friend field, and I think I’m doing pretty well. I have three really good friends, and so I’m happy. Of course, Michael would be the first on the birthday attendance sheet, but he can’t make it. Boohoo. I’m also blooming academically as well.

In English, I’ve had to do many writing assignments, from writing a haiku, to writing a sonnet, to doing numerous papers, including a research paper in which is being written at the moment. Whenever I finish a poem or paper, I feel such gratification. After I finish, I read other peoples’ and I get blown away by how much better my writings are. That makes me feel so  happy. Of course, it’s rude to gloat, so instead, I just help others.

I’m not the only person proud of me. My English teacher enjoys me a lot. Just today, when she was checking bibliographies for our research papers, which was a requirement due today, she saw that I sourced an email. She asked, “What is this? An email?” Then, I asked, “Is it okay?” and she just looked at me with a blank stare, as if she was in La-La Land, then she said, “Sorry. Can you repeat your question? I was blown away that you took the initiative to email your author to use in your essay. I’m so glad you took the initiative, Connor. Thank you!” I was so happy with myself as I walked back to my seat.

Still, I please more people than just my English teacher and myself. My parents are impressed with me as well. My report card arrived today for the first quarter. On it: all As. Midterms: As. Everything was As. I’m in virtually all honors classes, and I still achieved As. My parents were very happy to see me succeeding in such difficult classes.

That is all for now, guys.

Aww

Mr. Clorox hooked me up with Ms. Chemical Burn earlier today. : ( now my right hand burns.

Things really do pay off

Ever since last Sunday, I’d been dreading this short, three-day week….because this week was testing. I had two midterms (for my two block classes: world history and English) and two end of quarter exams: math and Spanish.

Well, to start off, let’s just state that I don’t like world history. It’s hard, takes memorization, and is boring. But that is the class that I try my very hardest. It’s payed off. On Monday was my history midterm. It was 120 questions and covered everything from Australopithecine to Akhenaten to the Pax Romana to the crowning of Charlemagne. That test was so difficult. Some of the multiple choice questions’ answers were so similar, I didn’t know what the right answer was for each of those types of questions.

I got a ninety-eight. I about had a heart attack when I heard that because I was expecting a low B, perhaps a C because that exam was so hard.

Even more surprising is my average in the class. Ninety-five. I was speechless after I found out. Something funny also happened. This one girl, Lunetia, asked what my midterm grade was. I said ninety-eight. She was amazed. Then she asked how I studied. I replied by saying that I didn’t study at all. She asked how I got a high grade. I then replied by saying, “For every three pages in the textbook, I write about three pages of notes. Front and back.” Then she gave me this incredulous look and said, “Well dang.” And the conversation was over.

I found out my Spanish exam grade today as well. Ninety-six because I spaced out on my accents in the essay portion.

So basically, I found out that things really pay off when you set your mind to something. I took world history face-to-face, and, well, I passed the semester with a big, fat A.

Oooh, it’s been unveiled

My weeks’ worth of work has finally come to fruition. I hope you enjoy the new looks and feel of the blog. Although it may be simple (yes, I’m aware of that,) I think it turned out really well. I went through about four other [fully finished] headers until I came to this one, which I handwrote, scanned, and fixed up in Photoshop. I left the background white on the header so it’d blend with the website, making it look like the title of the website and little doodle were just floating.

What do you think of the header? Theme? Pages?

Sneak Peeks

Hey! I’m going to update you on some things.

Theme: the name of the theme starts with “V.”

Header: Done.

And of course… happy Yom Kippur to you kewl Jews.

Changes will start tomorrow

I don’t have a lot of homework this weekend and I just finished a little side project, so changes come tomorrow. yay! ;D

SEPT. 20: Rewrote widgets.

SEPT. 21: Came up with new page ideas!

SEPT. 22: Finalized header design & chose theme.

SEPT. 23: Started on header.

Just letting you know

I’m writing this post to tell you that I’m going to be busy until about Wednesday, so not a lot will be done with this site until later in the week / weekend. This is because of the 10 page essay I have due for English Honors about the book I read for summer reading. It takes a lot of time.. I’ve done only 5.5 pages since the 8th. It’s due Wed. Gotta kick it into high gear, eh?

How about a movie trailer, eh? It’s for the movie Precious. Tell me what you think by leaving a comment. ;D

-Connor

Picking it back up

That’s right… I’m picking blogging back up again, however, it’s not going to be about anything in particular. Perhaps a sort of “humor” blog where I’ll post some funny things here and there, but for the most part, it’s just going to be things I see, do, doo doo, and who I do the dirty with. Just kidding on that last one. I may post like 7 times one week and once the next, so please don’t pressure me into writing. I need inspiration, I cant just poop out ideas.

Also, I don’t know if my posts are going to be all that long, but whatever. I’ll cross that bridge when I come to it.

And for those of you wondering, yes, I chose this theme for the make over because it will allow me to rewrite all of my widgets and such without them being seen… and to allow me to make a header… ooooh. You can expect rewritten pages as well.

SPAM IT UP HUNNIES. Just kidding! No spam, but comments por favor. ;0

-Connor

hi.

hi. nice to see you. i’m still alive.

Whoa. What Happened…?

You may be wondering how the flippity flop my blog changed so fast. That’s because I found a graphics kit on one of the best sites around. ;D So yeah… first time I actually used the CSS. Now whenever you come here you’ll be like “oh my gawsh,” but it’s not going to change anymore. I just thought I’d make it pretty for whoever comes here from an unupdated blogroll link or anything. I hope everyone likes it.

-Connor

Keep on shining bright :)

What’s with this title? Well one of my favorite songs right now is called “Brighter” and it’s by Paramore. You may have heard of it, or even listened to it before. Either way, throughout the song, the lyrics “you shine brighter than anyone does” repeat. And then, at the end, she sings, “I’ll wave goodbye watching you shine bright.” I also read a book called Burned by Ellen Hopkins. In the book, a girl with low self esteem is sent to the wilds of Nevada to live with her aunt. She finds a boyfriend who loves her, but she can’t see her own beauty. One thing the aunt says from beginning to end of the book is for her to keep on shining her light bright. And that’s where the title comes from.

While in the car to Key Largo, I was thinking long and hard about this. What is “this” exactly? “This” is leaving. Leaving my site. Quitting. Although I’m not going to call it “quitting” because that is not the same thing as leaving. Quitting is when losers raise both of their hands and say “you know what, I’m done. I’m lazy. This is too hard. This really stinks. Adios.” I am not doing that. I’m leaving because I’m ready to. For the past few months I’ve hardly posted, as many of you have noticed. Fewer and fewer people have been coming too. I guess I’ve lost my magic touch, eh? I’m not doing this to attract attention. I’m not doing this for the drama or for pleasure. I’m doing this for real.

I’m not going to suddenly fall off the face of the Earth or anything, because that really hurts. I’m going to let my site and myself fade away into the background noise. And then, one day, something will you remind you of me. Maybe someone named Connor. Maybe you’ll have to do a tessellation in Math. Maybe you’ll have potatoes with a side of hobo for dinner, and you’ll remember my site and me. Then you’ll go to your computer and come here. You’ll see that the last post was published like half a year ago. Perhaps you’ll be bummed for the rest of the day, thinking I was a loser. OR maybe you’ll reread the post, smile, and think, “I was lucky enough to know Connor.” Numerous people have revealed how much they enjoy me, such as Lauren. In the goodbye letter she gave me when she quit her online activity on WordPress, etc., she implied anyone lucky enough to know me is blessed. Some peoples’ compliments are worthless. But when you’re complimented by people you’re close to, it feels like you’re the boss of the world. (sorreh, went off topic there.)

I have to tell you guys though, there’s been some hawt times here. When I used to post CP, I got a ton of traffic, and some of that worthless traffic became priceless friends. My most proud and favorite example that I’m not going to extrapolate on because I have before.. is meeting and becoming friends with Clonez. Two peas in a pod! Hahah, he’s got to be one of the nicest people I’ve ever met. And it didn’t even start out like that, but something about him just made me want to be friends with him! Now look. Anyway, even after I stopped posting CP in June or July, those wonderful friends kept on coming back and back. That’s what you call loyal. (: Everyone was always so nice on here. The thing I love so much about this whole internet life thing is that people can’t judge you by your looks. You know that whoever you’re talking to likes you for you, and that’s it. You can’t get that in school or anywhere. People may judge you by your clothes or looks before they even get to know you; their loss. And I’m not going to lie. I’ve judged like that before. It’s a bad habit, but one that I’m sure everyone has done before.

40,000 hits. I could have NEVER ever in my wildest dreams ever expected that. But that wasn’t me! (Well I suppose it is me, because I’m the writer) but it was MAINLY you guys! When I joined WordPress in December 2007, I was doing it basically to be like one of my friends at the time. Unfortunately, he left meh in January 2008, and I just kept blogging. Then I started picking up friends… Lauren… Kran… Matt… and numerous others. I hope I left impressions on some of you guys. Change is something that always happens, whether or not you want it to. Change makes people drift. Interests change. When I first joined, I was so interested in Club Penguin and blogging. But, I changed, as you can see. I’m not really into blogging anymore. Definitely not Club Penguin! But that’s okay. I used to be somewhat afraid of change. Now I welcome it. A new way to meet new people and be outside my “safety zone.” I feel the same way in real life, too. A year ago, I’d be deathly afraid of going to high school because it is unknown territory and things change so much. But now, I can’t WAIT for high school because along with change comes new opportunities and new friends. Ya know? I hope you guys are kind enough not to try to stop me or my decision. I’ve decided, and nothing will change my mind at this point. I know some people might try, but save your breath–or well more like typing I guess.

If you’re wondering if I’m going to post anywhere else, the answer is yes I am. I’m not going to say where, but a few people may know. I don’t want to say where because I want to re-start with no ties whatsoever. I already work there and it’s like my favorite website. I don’t post often, but I like being able to be myself and not being rushed to post. ahem. If you’re too depressed now, then no worries! Add me on MSN. But, if I’m already added on yours now, then you’ll know that I don’t log on very often. I guess I’ve changed in that respect too. I’ve been socializing with more ‘real’ friends lately on Skype and Facebook and stuff. Sorry, but not adding anyone to either of those, obviously because there’s personal things on both. If you don’t have an MSN, you can add me on Aim (Amy ;D). MSN address: connor.dude@live.com | Aim address: connorr134.

I hope no one thinks I’m letting anyone down, because that’s not my intention at all. Some of you may think I’m giving up. Some may think I am in fact, just leaving. Some of you guys might be sad. Maybe some happy [for me]. But I think I’m turning over a new leaf, and I hope you’re proud of me. And with that, I’ll see you around. Like I said earlier, I’ll still post, but less and less, and before too long I won’t post at all. This site won’t ever be deleted though, I promise.

-Connor

Ft. Lauderdale + Sneak Peek = Post

That’s right. The Condorito (a nickname which I get called by my uncle) is going to Flow Rida. ;P It’s Spring Break, and I mean, come on. Spring Break in North Carolina? That ain’t nothin’ special. But Florida? YAY. Hahah, some poor chumps have to go to school on monday and tuesday to make up for some of the snowdays from winter. But I already had plans… so I go byebye until next weekend.

Also, some of you have *hopefully* noticed the new theme and… well I guess header. But that header is poop, right? It ain’t even a real header, Connor, you ditz! Well duhhh that’s becuase the theme header was ugly as tater tots, so I put up that temporary header. What a concept. Anyway, I suppose I’ll give a sneak peek of what my actual header looks like so far. But I need help, so please give suggestions! Since my creativity has reached a dead end and I’m leaving tomorrow, obviously the new header won’t be up until I get suggestions which won’t be put into effect until at least when I get back.

Current file:

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bleh. I know, it’s horrible.

As you can probably tell, my writing creativity has mysteriously gone missing too, becuase this post is junk.

What theme?

I chose a new theme. Before I bust my butt making it look good, tell me what you think.

Happy Saint Patrick’s Day!

I remember last year at this time I had an ugly green header up. WELLL, this year, I have some ugly green CSS up! Haha, and can you believe it took me like half an hour just to change like 3 things? xD Well, as you can seeee, links and major text is green. That was mee. I would’ve made the background green, but it looked SO weird, so I just went with a super blue and non-noticeable aqua color for the background. What do you think? And be honest. Hmph.

-Connor